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Scotland u20 squad announced for the Six Nations

2022.01.27 11:40 Hebegebees Scotland u20 squad announced for the Six Nations

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2022.01.27 11:40 anxiousbutlovely I Think I'm Breaking Through

I'm 5'8 and 260ish pounds. I've been sneaking and over indulging food all my life. I believe it's related to being a black girl (only child) adopted by a white depressed single mother who didn't always have energy outside of work to interact with me.
I really started gaining weight in middle school thanks to a bad habit of raiding the corner store with my abusive best friend. I didn't really notice. I had always been the taller one, and had a biggemore muscular body than others, but I wasn't really aware of this. I had always competitive swam/danced.
Upon hitting high-school, I was suddenly the only Black girl and was 200lbs while every girl around me was stick thin (lots of rich people with eating disorders). That's when I realized the tie between weight and worth. My mom had always been overweight, so while we indulged together (eating out a lot, eating large bags of chips in the car, etc), I don't think we had conversations about bodily health...other than her sarcastic jokes about how unlovable my mom was.
Long story short, I started competiting with this other larger girl, working out 2 times a day, calorie counting and only eating veggies (it was easy because I was at boarding school and didn't have to prepare food). I got down to 160 or 150 and couldn't get my weight any lower. Started getting compliments about how good my body looked. But I was severely depressed, feeling like an outsider. Then in junior year, my mom unexpectedly died of cancer. That was the first time I found myself not able to move or care for myself due to depression.
Through out college I struggled to find myself, and really only socialized with alcohol. I managed to keep my weight a 175, but I don't remember my food habits at this time.
In the middle of my college experience, my depression became debilitating again. I started experimenting with anti depressants, that seemed to sometimes work, but always ended in an all to familiar depressive episode that lasted months.
Years later, I was still on my mental health journey l, working at jobs where I didn't feel good enough, and relying on my roommate as one of my only friends. They were bulimic and pretty shallow. I finally tried my first antispsychotic (that was supposed to aid my antidepressant), and I gained 60 pounds in about 3 months. I stayed in my room (due to roommate problems) and just ate and ate, while sleeping and numbing/not leaving my bed.
Fast forward to 2020, I had my first manic episode and was diagnosed with bipolar 1. I was angry because I had mentioned to therapist and doctors that I suspected my ups and downs were a bit extreme, but people like me when I was hypomanic...I had girlboss energy during those times, but it wasn't me. I felt like the psych community had failed me, I was homeless for a bit after moving across the country and lost most of my possessions and car.
So since that time, I have really been battling the idea of having these limitations on my life, and just feeling like I have nothing left to give. My identity of wanting to pursue my MA of PhD in psych seemed impossible qnd worthless (the professionals I had dealt with missed my diagnosis and let my moods get to a damaging point), and I was back in Boston, where I had bad memories of college and isolation/rejection. For the first time in my life, I didn't have a car, and I felt like a college student because I was/am living in a house with 8 other people (its a hippie co-op living model). I also didn't have in the city.
All this to say, 2 years after my breakdown, I think I'm having a break through. I have been feeling very masculine about existing because of my body and hair.i finally reached out to get my hair done, while getting help to cover the financial cost. But I was at the point where I was involuntarily throwing up my food and water for months, while staying in bed for pretty much 2 years straight.
While I scheduled doctors appointments, I knew it was mostly due to a habit my body got into and stress/lack of control. I forced myself to order groceries online, and I haven't ordered in 3 days! For someone that has spent $1000 a month ordering, this was amazing! I also haven't had a binge in that time. While I track some of my calories, my goal is to stabilize with food, get rid of some of my vomiting bloat and actually find more energy to be awake. I even walked for the past couple of days and did q really light YouTube workout. I don't like to leave the house because I feel ugly, so this was a huge step for me
I have a long way to go, but I'm proud of just eating food in the house, with mostly protein and small snacks. What I'm doing is trying to eat the MOMENT I am thinking about food. These moments may not be hunger cues, but i think it's helping me feel less neglected and focused on food by restricting. I actually gained back 3 pounds yesterday, and will keep monitoring my weight to not let it get out of control, but I literally adopt dread sitting up anymore. I also feel powerful, knowing that little steps are actually making a difference. My goal is to maintain eating more regularly for a few months, along with movement, finding more support online (to not feel alone) and giving myself permission to be alone /not compare my social life with other people who don't deal with what we deal with on the daily. My motivation is not feeling literally sick all the time, and hopefully feeling less mad about how my body looks. I know I will lose the weight eventually.
So if anyone is in the same place or even better, I Boston, let me know! Looking for binge eating support groups (because OA isn't doing it for me), but also looking for friends.
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2022.01.27 11:40 ghoul--7 Toxic fans be like.

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does anyone have an updated stroll list of what all the animals eat? thank you if you do :)
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2022.01.27 11:40 starymigryziekabel how long it will take to compile google on i5-2400?

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2022.01.27 11:40 Basic-Desk16 Dying Light Controller Support?

I don’t trust steam at this point when it says it has controller support because my Series X controller on my M1 Mac has only ever worked for 1 game and that was after a lot of attempts. Have people had success using a series x controller on dying light? Want to know before I buy the game. Thanks all!
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2022.01.27 11:40 YZXTwr City looked amazing today with the sea smoke… cold, but beautiful

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2022.01.27 11:40 jjeg6804 I wanna punch a wall made out of bricks

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2022.01.27 11:40 BroKidSam Hi I'm giving away a 20$ steam code! all you have to do is download Splitgate use my referal code ZUZXMQ and get level 10. First person to dm me about it after they finish gets it! gl and have fun :)

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2022.01.27 11:40 Key_Astronomer176 Using finasteride and got puffy nipple is this normal?

Is this temporary or it will grow more? Any experience?
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2022.01.27 11:40 MHF_1822 Meet... The FV551 Centurion!

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2022.01.27 11:40 Straight_Cat_4527 Am I the only person who finds this style of lightsaber cringey? Besides the blade spinning, how would one effectively use this lightsaber?

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2022.01.27 11:40 NanamiKiachi Day (129+2y)(Lucia)

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2022.01.27 11:40 hothandyman84 Want to eat ukrainian Borsh too ;P

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2022.01.27 11:40 mikachu93 The goal was to hit 100k before my birthday (Feb.), and by some happy accident I hit that goal with a 100%! Feels good

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2022.01.27 11:40 TexasOne71 50[M4R] Married Texas Dad here. Seeking new chat friends! Thursday work chat ? All Welcomed!! HMU ! See below 👇🏽

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2022.01.27 11:40 50thStreetInc Fist Faces by REMCO (1966)

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2022.01.27 11:40 zuuzuu Windsor opens temporary warming centre as shelters struggle amid COVID-19 outbreaks

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2022.01.27 11:40 AdvielOricon I'm getting back into the game after some time and am a little rusty.

I want to play a Whip Master build.
The thirst thing that I came up with is a Multiclass 3 levels Battle Master for some Maneuvers or Champion for the Improved Critical and the rest Rogue of some kind.
Are there any better builds? And I'd like some useful feats.
As soon as I get a +1 Magic Whip I will flavor it as a Chain Whip Sword.
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2022.01.27 11:40 Sal1928 Compounding with etf’s?

Starting a new role soon and want to put away roughly $100-$300 away weekly and compound the contributions over the next 10-15 years.
Am I correct in assuming the process is as simple as just buying $100-$300 worth of VOO vanguard etf (for example) and just letting it sit there and compound on its own? Or do I need a different account or fund entirely instead of etf’s?
Thanks for the help
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2022.01.27 11:40 bactonretro “Peace House”, by me, Procreate, 2021

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